tu et moi

darjah tiga

2012-02-06T20:04:00.003+08:00

nearly one month trying to decipher this riddle:

still tak dapat. T.T padahal mak kata budak darjah tiga laju je menjawab. btw,

hello new semester!

p/s: kalau tahu jawapan please tell me. please do. and tak main la tanya budak darjah tiga.

only one

2012-01-31T08:03:00.001+08:00

being the only daughter in my family, many have perceived that i am pampered to the nines. tapi oh jangan tertipu! our parents rule under equality hence kadang-kadang abang dilebihkan, kadang-kadang adik dilebihkan. dulu-dulu, kalau tak hafal sifir, mesti kena rotan. i hated siti sifir back then T.T

but, what i experienced during my short term holiday, the 'only daughter' may exercise control over the other sibs. heheheheh *evil laugh while rubbing hands gleefully*

(but take note, while exercising the control, must exercise with annoyed and pissed off voice. not whining. because we hate whiners.)

example:

me: abang, pegi tutup tingkap tu. karang hujan masuk (don't forget the annoyed voice)
abang: *without any protest goes to shut the window*
me: *evil laughter in the inside*

me: adik, kutip makanan bersepah ni.
adik: tapi bukan adik punya
me: adik yang makan last tadi (.....then just realized it was actually mine)
adik: adik duduk sini. macamana makanan boleh tercampak jauh kat sana
me: kutip
adik: *muttering annoyance*
me: *evil laughter in the inside*

maybe it's due to the fact that i put up an annoyed voice. maybe it's due to the fact that i rarely see them. but it's fun. and oh so awesome.

only one more week for hols T.T

p/s: hope the sibs don't read this
pp/s: please don't blab to the sibs either

challenge accepted

2012-01-31T07:39:00.001+08:00

before ending final year, we will make the urban legend come true

yes we will

hakuna matata

2012-01-25T18:49:00.002+08:00

currently: living the hakuna matata way of life.

as i was blissfully forgetting what day it was and happily forgetting school for a while, i received a text message:

salam ain, tadi kitorang sembang dengan dr. hisham. dia cakap 2 orang dapat A dalam kelas PIL. And ramai dapat A-

pffft~ thank you for reminding me about results. but it made me happy anyway :)

p/s: yang dapat A tu bukan la ain. kan. kan.

perfectly profound

2012-01-21T20:21:00.001+08:00

The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. - mahatma gandhi

one fine day

2012-01-17T23:37:00.002+08:00

currently: trying to pack my bags but can't stop laughing at memes and reading online comics. so good to be back. and no, i'm not going to amsterdam nor india ;p

you never seem to realize the small changes around you. but some people do.

and yes, some people change.

thus, when a person told me you have changed (to being a better person), i can't help it but smile :)

people do change. and that is why you have to stop being judgmental, dear readers.

p/s: afgan-bawalah cintaku

bapa mertua

2011-12-24T01:48:00.001+08:00

personally, i think muzammil got away with it too easily.

he got bapak mertua yang cool macam ni:

yeah. fathers nowadays are a bit picky, choosy and overprotective towards their daughters. hence, semua lelaki tak sesuai bagi the father. ada je la yang tak kena. last-last kahwin lari je la kan. kan. kan.

p/s: i love it when you are human

akhir

2011-12-23T10:32:00.001+08:00

Indahnya Islam itu dengan syukur. Bila sentiasa bersyukur, jarang ada rasa sedih.Alhamdulillah.

bila tiada harapan

2011-12-18T02:12:00.001+08:00

Narrated Anas bin Malik (radi'Allahu anhu):
The Prophet (sall'Allahu alaihi wa sallam) said,

"None of you should wish for death
because of a calamity befalling him;
but if he has to wish for death, he should say:
'O Allah!
Keep me alive as long as life is better for me,
and let me die if death is better for me'."

Sahih Bukhari

reborn

2011-12-12T00:15:00.001+08:00

today is 12.12.2011

it has been five years since that incident.

Alhamdulillah.

since then,
baru kenal mana kawan masa senang, mana kawan masa susah.
baru kenal mana kawan masa sihat, mana kawan masa sakit.
baru kenal mana kawan masa waras, mana kawan masa kurang waras.
baru kenal mana kawan nak ingatkan solat, mana kawan nak ingatkan agama.
baru kenal mana kawan yang sanggup doa siang malam pagi petang.
baru kenal mana kawan yang sanggup datang bacakan yasin.

tak pernah ada kesempatan nak berterima kasih kepada semua.
up to this point, still tak boleh figure out siapa yang telah membantu.
tapi yang dapat dikenalpasti pon, jasamu tak dapat dibalas.

seriously,
i owe my life to all of you.

thank you.

p/s: stalkers, terima kasih jua :)
pp/s: orang yang sihat selalu lupa diri, kan?
ppp/s: 12.12.12 nanti agak2 ada kesempatan tak cakap terima kasih sekali lagi?

proper planning

2011-12-04T18:21:00.001+08:00

To plan a holiday, YOU MUST HAVE PLANNED IT AT LEAST 2-3 weeks earlier.Mana boleh main belasah nak call up people and nak pegi holiday next week.Benci.

apparently

2011-11-29T03:32:00.001+08:00

'perks' is derived from 'perquisites'

and somehow,
i still cannot stop smiling.

why i love Malaysia :)

2011-11-26T13:27:00.001+08:00

Bush, Blair found guilty of war crimes
Tue Nov 22, 2011 6:51PM
Mahi Ramakrishnan, Press TV, Kuala Lumpur

A Malaysian tribunal has found former US President George W Bush and former British Prime Minister Tony Blair guilty of committing crimes against humanity during the Iraq war, Press TV reported. The Kuala Lumpur War Crimes Tribunal found the former heads of state guilty after a four-day hearing. A seven-member panel chaired by former Malaysian Federal Court judge Abdul Kadir Sulaiman presided over the trial. The five panel tribunal unanimously decided that the former US and British leaders had committed crimes against peace and humanity, and also violated international law when they ordered the invasion of Iraq in March 2003.

The prosecutors at the hearing ruled that the invasion of Iraq was a flagrant abuse of law, and act of aggression which amounted to a mass murder of the Iraqi people. “Bush and Blair are found guilty under the same law that applied to the Nazis after the end of the World War II. So, they are international (war) criminals guilty of Nuremberg crimes against peace; and they should be prosecuted by any state in the world that gets a hold of them. We will continue our efforts to bring Bush and Blair to justice and put them in jail,” Francis Boyle, an international law expert and prosecutor, told Press TV.

The judges in the verdict said that that the United States, under the leadership of Bush, forged documents to claim that Iraq had weapons of mass destruction. Bush and Blair were tried in absentia by the Kuala Lumpur War Crimes Tribunal at the end of the hearing.

The participants also demanded that the findings of the tribunal be made available to members of the Rome Statute and that the names of the two former officials be entered in the register of war criminals. “There is also a recommendation that this (the findings) be circulated to the states because all states have universal jurisdiction.

Therefore, whenever Bush or Blair appear within their shores there is an obligation on the international law to commit these international war criminals through the justice system,” Gurdial Singh Nijar, a prosecutor, told Press TV.

Lawyers and human rights activists in Malaysia have described the verdict issued by the Kuala Lumpur War Crimes Tribunal against Bush and Blair as “a landmark decision.” They say that they would lobby the International Criminal Court to charge the pair for war crimes. The Kuala Lumpur War Crimes Tribunal is scheduled to hold a separate hearing next year on charges of torture linked to the Iraq war against former US officials including ex-Vice President Dick Cheney, former Secretary of State Donald Rumsfeld and ex-Attorney General Alberto Gonzales.

p/s: agak2 this entry boleh add extra marks tak for pil test semalam :p

blow the candles out

2011-11-22T13:48:00.001+08:00

Was watching videos of erin's birthday. Erin looked akward while waiting for everyone to finish singing the birthday song. Giggled alone reminiscing of last night's party.

Actually, what are you supposed to do when people sing 'happy birthday' when you are about to cut the cake?

p/s: you got me on my knees :)

Signed and sealed with a kiss

2011-11-21T20:15:00.001+08:00

Believe it or not, sending emails to each other is kinda sentimental. Though someone said that it had a classic feeling, emails have always been personal. To me lah maybe. :)

Anyway, emails are way soooooo much better to actually write/pour out to someone. Berapa kerat je lah kan kau boleh type dalam satu text message. Compared to emails, one week worth of story pon boleh cerita. Free lagi tu. Plus, with the birth of androids and smart phones, email tu bila2 je boleh baca.

Sometimes, some people have some problem to actually find the right words. So, email can be a better way to actually convey feelings.

Contoh: a friend is devastated tapi kau tak tahu nak pujuk macamana.
Solution: send an email. Mesti dia terharu.

Tak percaya? Well, maybe you have to experience it yourself :)

P/S: having an open book test is absurd when you don't even have a book to open.

anak mana yang tak sayang mak

2011-11-14T01:31:00.001+08:00

and mak mana yang tak sayang anak.

baby steps

2011-11-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

lately, i'm jealous of the boy who never grew up.

terasa penat kebelakangan ni terpaksa layan different category orang, from juniors, fellow colleagues, lecturers and family members. so, terasa macam nak refuse to grow up and shoulder responsibility.
*tsk*

bila dah tahap stress sangat, mula lah clouded judgments berlaku. otak tak berfikir secara rational and ilmu yang selama ni ada dalam kepala tak dipraktikkan. kadang-kadang, apa yang berlaku dibuat secara tak sedar. as if someone else is controlling you.

until i arrived back home. as usual, the first destination would be the dapur. as i was busy making myself at home, muzammil came in and showed me the sonogram.

then baru lah nak tersedar.

like it or not, you have to grow up. you have to shoulder responsibility.

terasa bersyukur ada kawan-kawan yang mampu menegur time kita buat salah. yang sanggup mendengar time ada masalah. yang sanggup meneman bila terasa sunyi.

alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah.

p/s: kawan yang baik adalah kawan yang menegur :)

anak yang baik

2011-10-31T00:20:00.004+08:00

anak yang baik, anak yang mendengar kata

smapian 2005-2007 mana yang tak tahu ayat ni? seriously, these words were drilled in our brains till it bled. these words were even put up on a board so that everyone would see. termasuklah makcik cleaner. fine. aku faham.

anak yang baik adalah anak yang mendengar kata.

after about what, say like after 6 years you left school, baru nak terfikir apa sebenarnya the words mean.

selama ni pernah tak jadi anak yang baik? tak pun sekurang-kurangnya try jadi anak yang baik?
*jawab sendiri*

i admit, sometimes workload of studies tambah add-on activities makes it hard to go back home. handphone pon entah mana-mana dicampak tak di-charge. bila tergerak hati nak call, tengok jam dah larut malam.

so, truthfully, i want to write here, *due to the fact that 'orang itu' won't read this. well, maybe dia takkan baca. maybe la kan*

i appreciate that you are a part of us.
when i can't go home, you will always be there to teman mak n ayah
when mak is sick and tak larat nak call me, you can nurse her back to health
when ayah tiba2 nak health concious tak tentu pasal, you can advise him

i have to admit
mula-mula terasa macam someone stole the spotlight
tapi
Allah itu Maha Mengetahui
He knows that i cannot shoulder the responsibility alone
so He sent you to us so that you can help me
He knows that kadang2 i'm impatient and tak tentu pasal nak stress
so He sent you to us to lessen the burden

most of all
He knows that mak n ayah dah ready nak enter the next generation phase
so He sent you to us
sebab for the time being
He just so knows that it will take me longer.

terima kasih.
terima kasih sebab tunjuk dekat saya apa erti anak yang baik.

p/s: anak yang baik balik awal time raya :)
pp/s: jangan bagitahu 'orang tu'. please. nanti tak macho dah :P

kisses from malaysia to india :)

2011-10-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

hey dik wa :)

here they are and sorry berterabur and takde chronology:

ok. dah ngantuk.

bye.

with love, to india (part iii)

2011-09-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

disclaimer: this post is specially for that person in india.

hey dik wa.

i just sooooooo know that mesti u excited nak updates. but boo-hoo. sorry. apparently, SOMEONE forgot to bring the camera on saturday punya reception so all those hotshots are not available till abang photographer baik hati kasi soft copy :(

all the pics i have currently are ones from sunday's reception and tak banyak pon. takpe. better something than nothing aite.

idk where ibu vanished in this pic. u can only see kak najla n ayah

the not-so-innocent pengapits of the day ;p

ok. i dah ngantuk and only sempat upload 2 gambar je. haha. sorry dik wa. btw, did ibu sent u that pic i took with her on saturday night??? u mail me can? jangan pegi promote kat satu dunia eh gambar tuh.

p/s: nnt dah dapat the pics i buat post yang betul2 sikit :P

to india, with love (part II)

2011-09-10T14:16:00.001+08:00

disclaimer: this post is specially for the person in India

hey dik wa, (lama kan i pegi makan. haha! i had some last minute work, so, sorry for the long wait on update)

anyway, there's a surprise for you somewhere dekat bawah. but don't scroll down dulu la. it'll spoil the fun!

the reception, dewan merak kayangan, 8/9/2011:

this pic was specially for the parents only

and this pic was specially for the sibs only. you prolly wanna zoom at kak cha's baby bump :P

despite all theses lovely pics with smiles plastered over everyone's faces, i just HAD to include this pic of kak fatimah gelabah-ing. haha! her bridesmaid and hand bouquet was missing at that time, thus this expression was created

it's mimy! seriously, if you were there, it'll be khadijah mini-reu :) sobs33 for you who couldn't be here :(

apparently, abang mimy was abang haq's best man during their wedding. what a small world eh :) now we are all inter-related!

patotnya i nak buat sneak peek for our side punya reception, but, i'm busy. so, oh well. and there are pics of haziq somewhere tapi the internet is so totally not supporting me right now, so, sigh, later mebi eh?

love,

from your cousin by marriage

p/s: to that person who gave me that gift. thank you so so so so so so much.

to india, with love (part I)

2011-09-09T14:29:00.021+08:00

disclaimer: this post is specially for the person in india :)

dik wa, i know kak najla have beaten me on pics, but feast yourself on these from our behalf. btw, your mother told us how she forbade you to come back to malaysia :P she said something like treating india and malaysia like kedah and kl. heheheh~ lain kali plan your hols well!

the nikah, 8/9/2011 wangsa melawati

muzammil was freaking out, thus the kadi gave him a script. haha!

ibu was forced to be in this pic!

ayah can be spotted in the background!

p/s: oh dik wa, jap lagi i enter pics from merak kayangan. lapar la pula. nway, ada surprise kat merak kayangan :) wish u were here!

back to books

2011-09-05T12:25:00.003+08:00

Tinggal a handful of days left to go back to being a geek. Face the fact people, EVERYONE is a geek. Sigh~

so, lepas tu awak buat apa?

2011-08-24T00:34:00.006+08:00

kalau ada masalah dan mengadu pada dia, dia akan balas:

'so, lepas tu awak buat apa?'

when a question is answered with a question, terasa nak ketuk je kepala dia.

contoh:

me: susah la nak cakap ngan dia. bila kita cakap dia tak nak dengar.
dia: so, lepas tu awak buat apa?
me: .........

me: tak suka la tengok dia buat macam tuh. tak rasa berdosa langsung.
dia: so, lepas tu awak buat apa?
me: .........

contoh lain:

fayyad: mummy, kakak makan gula-gula fayyad tadi
mummy: so, lepas tu awak buat apa?
fayyad: ......

moral of story: words are nothing without actions.

so, dah masuk third trimester ramadhan. so, lepas tu awak buat apa?

Aisyah bertanya kepada Nabi “Apakah doa yang paling baik untuk aku berdoa pada malam Lailatul Qadar?” Nabi jawab “ Kalau kamu sempat berjumpa dan mengetahui malam itu ialah malam Lailatul Qadar berdoalah

Ya Allah, Kamulah Tuhan yang sangat suka mengampun, ampunkanlah dosa-dosa saya

p/s: mari berdoa :)

this i promise you

2011-08-08T23:55:00.003+08:00

a munafiq:

Rasulullah SAW said, “There are three signs of “Munafiq”; When he speaks he Lies, when he promises he breaks those promises and when he is entrusted, he embezzles.”

(Hadith Bukhari and Muslim)

remember our pinkie promises?
remember that you promised to not tell another person?
remember that you promised to give me time?

well.
ramadhan is such a blessed month indeed.

p/s: every word i say is true. this i promise you :)

hakim

2011-07-31T10:34:00.004+08:00

Bukan hakim pahmi atau hakim nordin. Bukan nazirul hakim atau luqman hakim.

Bukan.

I still remember the way my heart was beating like crazy like it would be the last time that it will beat. My knees were like jelly despite the fact that we were sitting on comfy swivel chairs. Goosebumps were all over my body and cold sweat was making its way through everywhere.

That was how i felt when melati abdul hamid was the judge for my 2nd mooting session. It didn't help the fact that she was constantly googling on her ipad for every authority that we cited.

Ini belum lagi berdepan dengan Al-Hakim. Tak perlu nak google dosa pahala. Semua Dia tahu.

Mari berterawih malam ni :)

p/s: monthly treat ;)

Mother's tactics

2011-07-21T23:59:00.005+08:00

Every mother has their own tactics to ensure that their children are safe. When i was younger, my mother had different tactics to counter our 'randomness'

To stop us from bickering:

" jangan lah bergaduh. Mak lari dari rumah karang baru tahu."

To stop us from over eating kerepek ubi colour purple so to avoid us from gassing:

" jangan makan banyak-banyak. Nanti kencing colour purple" (which just egged me on to eat more as i thought it would be cool to see your piss in a different colour)

To make us finish our food:

" habiskan nasi tu. Nanti dia menangis kalau dibuang." ( i think most mothers in Malaysia say this)

To stop us from buying unnecessary things:

" tak best la beli yang ni. Nanti mak belikan yang lain." (which of course, she won't)

And banyak lagi lah that i don't remember. However, as time goes by, her tactics also evolves. Her current new tactic to curb us from driving overlimit:

" ada anak kawan mak accident. Biji mata dia terkeluar (ewww). Dia pegang biji mata dalam sebelah mata, and call mummy dia pakai tangan yang sebelah lagi. Lepas tu dia masukkan biji mata dia balik (ewww). Tapi doktor keluarkan balik sebab kena cuci dulu (ewww)"

If we look back at mum's tactics, semuanya irrelavant. Tapi about the eyeball thing... Urm.. No comment.

We love you mum :)

p/s: baru jumpa sekali.

Awak nak jadi abang saya?

2011-06-30T22:37:00.004+08:00

Let's ditch Rebecca Black's 'Friday' and let us take Katy Perry's 'Last Friday Night' instead :)
okay. Out of topic.

Since i was young, i've always been asked this question:

Best tak ada abang?

And my answer will always differ from time to time:

- dia selalu belanja saya
- dia annoying. Dia suka kacau saya tidur.
- dia nosy. Suka masuk bilik orang randomly.
- dia caring. Selalu make sure others are safe.

And other answers depending on my mood and current view on him.

Apparently, he's coming back for good this sunday :D

I just know what he will do when his foot steps home. He will put his bag down at any random space which will cause mum to start nagging. Then, he will go to each room of the house and examine all things including opening cupboard and wardrobes. Then he will go to the kitchen, pour a mug of water, and watch tv.

So, best tak ada abang?

Seriously, that is one of the many questions that i still don't have a legit answer.

P/S: loose lips, sink ships (especially friendships)

oh,sunday!

2011-06-19T12:18:00.005+08:00

today is sunday.
tomorrow is monday.

monday = work, work, more work, load of work. pffttt~
felt like just yesterday everyone was singing rebecca black's friday just to feel the mood. (this was before miss CC dumped a whole case in my already full hands. booo)

mum suruh hantar happy father's day text dekat dad. tapi malas *WTH???!!* so might just as well blog about him :)

ayah saya best sebab
dia tak pernah marah kalau saya rosakkan barang i.e. accident kereta
on the other hand
dia akan tanya
'have you learned your lesson?'

ayah saya best sebab
dia tak marah kalau saya kena saman sebab exceed speed limit
on the other hand
dia akan kata
'sila bayar saman pakai duit sendiri'

ayah saya best sebab
dia selalu beli souvenir kalau dia outstation
on the other hand
dia dah stop beli novels
sebab dia kata
'pagi you start baca petang dah habis baca'

ayah saya best sebab
dia tak kesah going over boundaries nak selamatkan anak dia
on the other hand
dia akan kata
'kan dah sakit. padan muka.'

ayah saya best sebab
dia tak malu nak mintak advice dari anak-anak dia
on the other hand
dia akan tanya semula
'are you 100% sure?'

ayah saya best sebab
dia tak takut nak confront dengan anak-anak dia
on the other hand
he will grill you
hard enough that will make you bend

pendek kata, ayah saya best.

p/s: cepat balik!!

human rights

2011-06-12T17:20:00.002+08:00

the right to legal recourse when their rights have been violated, even if the violator was acting in an official capacity

the right to life

the right to liberty and freedom of movement

the right to equality before the law

the right to presumption of innocence til proven guilty

the right to appeal a conviction

the right to be recognized as a person before the law

the right to privacy and protection of that privacy by law

freedom of thought, conscience, and religion

freedom of opinion and expression

freedom of assembly and association

second chances

p/s: mungkin :)

silence can be loud

2011-05-29T02:09:00.002+08:00

one day, after a gruelling afternoon of auction at old town bangsar:

as expected, it was noisy. not that noisy but the usual chitter-chatter and light laughter kind of noisy. however, there was a trio of women that caught my attention.

i wasn't trying to eavesdrop or anything. but they were expressing themselves so excitedly! with hands flying around everywhere and making energetic gestures.

then it finally dawned on me. They were actually mutes. But, the most amazing thing was that they could still convey their 'words'. who says that silence can't be heard eh?

terasa down bila compare dengan diri sendiri yang still tercari-cari the right words. haish. down. seriously down.

p/s: masih mahu mendiamkan diri?

rough nights

2011-05-21T10:50:00.003+08:00

remember when we were young kids still frolicking around with no idea what the future beholds? (gosh. this makes me sound like i'm soooo ancient)

ok let's rephrase.

remember when we were young and had all those ambitions and we were so sure of our dreams?

God knows how i wish i could be so sure of what i'm supposed to do right now. i used to dream of becoming something else. but since that incident, well, one might say that i was no longer a believer of planning for the future. life was one hell of a crazy ride and you just had to hold strong enough to enjoy it and keep track of it. i keep no diary and my journals were only jotted with stuff like:

mid-sem test
submit assignment

just so i don't forget.

so, when he sat down beside me (so i could not run anywhere) and asked me on my future plans, i only could give one answer:

i'm such an impulsive person that i don't even know what i'll be doing in the next 10 mins. please don't force me into thinking about my future. not yet. please.

and he laughed. but he still persuaded.
damn. why is he so freaking persuasive.
and now i cannot sleep.

memang benar lah kata robert frost:

two roads diverged in a yellow wood
and sorry i could not travel both

p/s: que sera sera maybe?

stepping on shattered glass

2011-05-07T12:39:00.004+08:00

seems like life has taken on its on whirlwind nowadays. i'm not going to tell about my attachment experience, though i must say it has been quite an 'eventful' one ;)

nevertheless, i think it's the most suitable time to backpedal and cycle again. yep. yep. no doubts left.

at daytime, you learn to say thank you, despite those freaking thick files dumped on your desk, you still say thank you. thank you for giving me work. thank you for guiding me on how to do my work. thank you for dumping those files so i can do my work. and thank you for telling me on how to do my work the right way when i have done mistakes.

so much thank you in one day till it just becomes a meaningless word at the tip of your tongue eh?

at nighttime, you learn how to say sorry, despite your body screaming for attention to get some rest. sorry for coming late. sorry for not reading the article. sorry for not searching the right stuff. sorry for being lethargic. sorry for having to research some other things for work. and sorry for not being there when they need you the most.

from someone, i learn to pray on time, to remember all the hadeeth of the Prophet that has been stored in a dusty compartment at the back of my head, to remember my obligations.

from another someone, i learn to share, to see life from another view, and to remember that Allah always has something stored for you. and it is always, always, always worth it.

thank you God for giving me them. and sorry for neglecting my duties.

p/s: seems like another random thank you and sorry. again.
pp/s: you're always there. so here's a sincere and genuine thank you :)

que sera sera

2011-04-17T13:42:00.004+08:00

okay.

so tomorrow will be a new day. new people. new view. new perspective. new challenges. new place. new planning. new schedule. new blisters. ugh.

note to Mr. W: saya budak baru belajar. kalau salah tolonglah tunjukkan. *jangan marah. please jangan marah.*

happy attachment :)

p/s: you, i'm not exactly sure when i'm free. updates will be totally random from now on.

gerascophobia

2011-04-15T23:24:00.005+08:00

is an abnormal or persistent fear of growing old or ageing -wikipedia.

mind you, i don't give a fig about wrinkles. or sagging skin. or fine lines. or ehem, grey hair. (siapa lah yang freak out bila terjumpa SEHELAI uban hari tuh..)

tapi, betullah teka teki imam ghazali: benda yang paling jauh adalah masa lalu.

i don't care about getting old. but maybe it's something different when people's perception changes as your age changes. that is where the phobia sinks in. deep.

p/s: kalau nak menyakat tu tengok orang la dulu

prayers

2011-03-19T00:49:00.004+08:00

Thank you Allah

for giving me strength when i fall down,
for giving me love to spread around,
for giving me knowledge and understanding,
for giving me a dollar, a penny and a shilling.

for giving me them who i can't live without,
for giving me reminders so I don't get proud,
for giving me food and water to live,
and not to forget, the air that i breathe.

for giving me all the things i deserved,
for giving me time to do things i love,
for giving me 'this' so i will always remember
that every leaf up there will wither.

happy battling for finals :)

p/s: finally realized that it was a silly thing to do!

in every step we take

2011-03-12T22:47:00.006+08:00

Does he not know that Allah does see?

96:14

p/s: berubah selagi diberi masa dan petunjuk

easier said than done

2011-03-05T23:26:00.004+08:00

study/read/finish up assignments

restrain from excessive eating

stop gossiping/backbiting

saying sorry/forgiving others

stop buying novels

ignoring all the malicious lies spread about you

ignore crappy idiots

stop spending money on unnecessary things

cut down on playing psp

to not get homesick

stop wasting time

go to see the doctor

eat your medicines and go to therapies

listening to one's advice

perform qiyam

read the tafsir and digest it

to be good to everyone despite how crappy they've been

stop being suspicious

control your anger

smile to people even on insufferable days

read winding and boring cases

stop thinking about you :)

p/s: i learned to live half a life

actions has its own voice

2011-03-02T16:57:00.003+08:00

if i slap you hard enough, would your freaking mind come to its senses and finally understand what i mean?

stop being judgmental. STOP.

if you don't ask me, how come you can know all of the answers?

p/s: cinta hati di india, happy birthday. love you.
pp/s: no, that is not my K-50.

there is always two sides of a story

2011-02-22T18:09:00.003+08:00

when it feels like the world has been mocking you all this while, a person comes along and say:

Hati itu milik Allah. Manusia tak mampu nak mengubahnya.

then all the missing pieces fall into the correct places.

p/s: the evil person always win first. but the good one always finish last with a bang. haven't you watched disney movies?

touchdown.

2011-02-04T22:38:00.003+08:00

Man does not weary of asking for good (things), but if ill touches him, he gives up all hope (and) is lost in despair.

41:49

tough kids

2011-02-02T21:32:00.006+08:00

Ever wondered why we could manage handling all those subjects back-to-back in primary school when right now, arranging classes to start as late as possible is becoming a priority? Is it because we are growing older, hence energy drains quicker? Or is it because the subjects are tougher?

here is cikgu ramlah's class schedule. (Why the spectrum of colours? untuk menarik perhatian kanak-kanak.)

At primary school, classes start at 7.45am and ends at 1.05pm. whereas today, dragging yourself to equity class which starts at 8am is a big problem. At least some people try their best to look fresh, while some try to guzzle down caffeine as a last resort to wake up, while some just have that bored/irksome/lagi-baik-aku-tidur-kat-bilik-sebab-subject-ni-boring look plastered to their faces. oh well, at least you have the liberty to skip 1 or 2 classes. However, when you're in school, you don't have that 'special' freedom to skip classes.

cikgu ramlah is constantly airing her views loudly regarding the system nowadays. just take a look at the schedule. Apparently, there are some subjects that was not available in our era of school days. TAS means tasmi' classes where all the Muslim students have to memorize all those verses of the Holy Qur'an. BA means arabic. and there's supposed to be bahasa cina but cikgu ramlah forgot to glue those on. haha. according to her, kenapa perlu bebankan budak-budak ni dengan banyak subjek? take pendidikan sivik for example. yang berperangai buruknya orang dewasa, kenapa budak kecik yang tak faham apa-apa yang kena tanggung beban belajar?

dear cikgu ramlah, kalau nak melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya.

and yeah, we have to give a big applause to the kids today (leaders of tomorrow). they can survive classes from 7.45-1.05 when i can't even cope with 4 classes back-to-back. at least we have something to be embarrased of (therefore shoving us to go to that 8am equity class).

p/s: kami, please update us as soon as you get connection.

pp/s: tak kelakar okay bila buat wake up call lepas tu nyanyi ne-yo's one in a million. sangat tak kelakar.

solitude does not include you

2011-01-22T20:51:00.005+08:00

at the age of 21, *hah! i'm still 21* going to the playground might cause awkward, peeved and sometimes irritating glances towards your direction. (this is of course with the exception of bringing along little sibs or cousins with you.) secretly, you might just want to scream:

wth la you all. ni public park. my father pon taxpayer. pfftt~

but you might just want to ignore those so-not-laser-beam-that-can-penetrate-you eyes because at the end of the day, you can't satisfy everyone, so might as well you satisfy your ownself. that is more worthy.

ever wondered why the moment you whirl yourself on a merry-go-round at a playground, you would laugh you head off? i don't know if you don't laugh, but personally, I would laugh until my sides hurt and if you played together with your friends, the laughter would double up and again, inviting those peeved glances. *teringat masa main dekat singapore :)*

when you go on the swings, the higher you swing, the higher your screams go. and again, inviting those peeved glances. haha.

another favourite is to find a steep hill, and then roll yourself down the hill. gosh, this is extra challenging as you are rolling and laughing at the same time. when you reach the bottom, you will probably lie flat on your back and can't help yourself to laugh yourself silly.

why do this you might ask. well, one precise word would be:

TIME-OUT

you might want to try running, travelling, singing, writing, doodling, eating, lying at an open area and stare into space etc. personally, i like to go to the playground and reminisce all those childhood days :)

as various tests and countless assignments and tasks overlooming us, having a time-out might be the way to be more productive and keep ourselves sane :)

p/s: nabi muhammad saw pon time-out dekat gua hira' :)

it is worst when you know it's coming

2011-01-19T22:23:00.007+08:00

you go to see a doctor. you get vaccinated. you know it is painful but somehow, it gets even more painful because you anticipate the pain and you know that the pain will come sooner or later at one point.

same happens when you are under an obligation to do something, and you somehow just know that the consequences will be bad. but as you were compelled, you must still stick your head out for the executioner to chop your head off clean.

although the hard facts are right in front of your 20/20 vision along with evidence from the gospel truth, you will still try to worm your pitiful self out from your obligation. manusia. pfft~

probably you will need someone to say smack in your face:

kenapa kau perlu cemburu dengan orang yang tak beriman? yang tak takut Tuhan? Bodoh!

maybe that WOULD help. and then you won't lift your head held up so high anymore eh?

p/s: nak buat lagi? oh, saya tak mahu.

pp/s: sudah-sudahlah tu nak menipu.

typical ladies

2011-01-09T11:55:00.009+08:00

If ye fear that ye shall not be able to deal justly with the orphans, marry women of your choice, two, or three, or four; but if ye fear that ye shall not be able to deal justly (with them), then only one, or that which your right hands possess. That will be more suitable, to prevent you from doing injustice.

an-nisa' : 3

when a girl hears this surah, terus dia terasa nak menjerit, hentak-hentak kaki, panggil lelaki tak setia, menangis, gelabah cari ais krim/cokelat, tulis dalam diary, mengadu kat girlfriends dia yang lain lepas tu kutuk lelaki tu and macam-macam lagi lah perempuan tipikal suka buat.

girls. so typical yet still regarded as the complicated species.

2-3 days back, i was asked 'that' similiar question. of course, you don't expect me to act like all those typical ladies in public kan? mesti la kena maintain cool and wonder woman-ish.

A: so, what's your answer?

me: i don't care.

A: betul ni?

me: .......

i guess 'sharing is caring' does have exceptions. right?

p/s: it's funny when you remember every single thing i say and you quote me back.

maybe

2011-01-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said:

God said, 'The offspring of Adam abuse time'

it is easy to disregard your age when you don't keep track of time. you only realize that you're getting older (but none the wiser) when juniors come up to you and ask:

kak, bilik dr alsagoff dekat mana?
kak, act 38 ni apa?

plus the pressure of people asking you on your age.

nevertheless, some incidents make you feel that you don't want to grow up. trying to imagine what it would be like without

mondays trying to live underwater.
tuesdays with barely surviving till night.
wednesdays with sudden impulse of going out.
thursdays with cintahatisaya.
fridays with reading those love letters.

maybe these things would be something worthy of trying to act childlike again. maybe.

p/s: tu me manques, amjad
pp/s: 'shouldn't have to give a reason why' -daughtry

when life treats you bad

2010-12-23T20:18:00.000+08:00

well at least you will have something good to write in your diary

p/s: i forgot to say goodbye :)

okay. i'll just become a housewife

2010-12-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

husband pon laju berkata:

okay. very good. you stay at home. you take care of the house and our kids. if you want anything, just ask me. jangan petik jari. i tak faham petik-petik jari ni.

dr. lokman yang tersayang pernah berkata:

saya tak mahu isteri saya bekerja. saya akan sediakan semuanya.

ain farahain berkata:

yeah. hari ahad ni tak payah balik gombak. tak payah register. tak payah sambung belajar. yeah!

encik roslan berkata:

SIAPA NAK BAYAR JAGUAR CX75 & HUMMER H3 KAU NANTI? AKU JUGAK LA KAN?!

ain farahain:

*tarik beg dari store. bukak almari. kemas barang.*

p/s: belajar kerana Allah. bukan sebab Hummer atau Jaguar.

if only a variable can be a constant

2010-12-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

apsal skema sangat title post? because i'm counting the days when books become edible again. sigh~

anyways. for those who think that they want to spend their meager hours of holidays left professionally (like me. haha), you might want to book a ticket to singapore or merely drive over.

why?

because ada CSI exhibition and CSI freaks like me must go there sebab takkan ada peluang camni kat malaysia sebab malaysia tak macam singapore and takkan ada exhibition seumpama ni dekat malaysia. fuh.

kanak-kanak lelaki semua nak buat muka poyo.

best tak?

amazing la for CSI lovers!! if you don't like science, then maybe you can skip over to orchard road. ada SALE!

apa yang ada?

well basically, when you say exhibition, you get posters with lots of words. lots and lots and lots of words. again, it might perk up the interests of some people and it might not. but hey! this exhibition is DIFFERENT from other exhibitions. why? BECAUSE YOU GET TO SOLVE YOUR OWN CASE ALL BY YOURSELF. seronok gila nak mati.

okay. take my case for example. (dia siap set-up crime scene for you to investigate) this one woman, penny golden, was found dead behind a motel. there are tire marks, a photoshoot of hers being torn up, her handbag, her phone. so ada la mannequin yang real nak mati terbaring kat lantai, tersorok kat belakang motel tepi tong sampah. and you have to sketch the crime scene and what you assume is important to your case.

so, after that, you start analyzing. you go to other stations to check who penny sent her last text message to, you identify whose prints were on penny's photoshoot, and you compare tire marks.

later, you do toxicology tests and forensic entomology. this part is quite interesting. during toxicology, you do an experiment like you did during those high school days in chemistry. you identify which drug was in the packet in penny's bag and hey presto! when the substance changes colour, you get your answer.

forensic entomology is another interesting thing despite the fact that you have to COUNT and i did not bring my calculator and everyone knows how i am dependant on my calculator. basically, there was a fly at penny's hand. so, we had to count how many days does it take for a fly to hatch and grow. and then we deduct the amount of hours and days and hey presto! you roughly can get the time of death.

cool kan pic kat bawah ni? ada fingerprint kat tepi lampshade tapi tak clear. ye lah, gambar amek sorok-sorok. tak faham agaknya signboard yang tulis NO PICTURES ALLOWED.

then, the twist comes. penny golden, is actually not the victim's real identity. *hampeh betol!*

so, we had to check her DNA pula. and trust me, after failing my biology papers, it doesn't help me at all eventhough clues are laid out. so, macam biasa, bila tak tahu jawapan, buat-buat muka kecewa macam dah give up and then mesti ada orang tolong. haha. my cousin kasi tiru jawapan dia so then i could FINALLY move on to the next station.

next, post-mortem results. this part, dia tunjuk video je. no experiments to be done. and then hey! you solved the case. report to grissom and then you get a diploma :)

there are 3 cases, but i only did 1. penat oh! okay. apa lagi. pergi book tiket cepat!

p/s: dah seronok berjalan baru nak mengaku demam kan?

last words for perempuan hebat

2010-11-24T01:23:00.001+08:00

ala. jangan la sedih.

what say you? *style raja bad. haha*

I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do. only, without you.

haish. kita kan wonder woman.

what say you? *again, style raja bad. haha*

I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could drown you in them

thats more like it. good girl. clap clap.

p/s: will officially disconnect from the world starting tomorrow till sem starts :)

pp/s: I have a holiday, and I’d like to spend it professionally :P

wrong direction

2010-11-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

i asked alyah

'yaya pergi sekolah pakai tudung?'

she answered

'hari jumaat je. sebab kalau islam wajib pakai tudung hari jumaat.'

erk.

'islam tu apa yaya?'

she answered back.

'islam tu kena pakai tudung.'

what the h*** are they teaching you nowadays??!!

p/s: finally. alhamdulillah. kita redha.

pp/s: tending wounds.

old habits die hard

2010-11-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

apparently, you can lie to yourself by constantly saying out loud positive things like:

aku tak mengantuk.

esok, insyaAllah boleh jawab exam.

tak lapar. tak lapar. tak lapar. *mode diet or simply tak bawak duit*

sikit je lagi nak kena baca ni.

and many more.

*why are the examples in exam-mode. ugh*

hence, besides saying positive things out loud, i thought it would be a backup plan to simply NOT make things as a habit (which normally turns out the other way round. haha.)

#1. habit tidur lepas asar.

okay. this habit was at its highest degree during high school. lagi-lagi duduk asrama. late siestas are a must!! however, since orang kata tidur 4o petang berturut-turut nanti jadi gila, it gave some doubts to me. tak kan la sanggup jadi lab rat nak tengok mitos ni betul ke tak kan? so, sooner or later, i gave up sleeping after asar.

that was up until recently. lepas marah 'someone' sebab suka tidur lepas asar, the habit came back again. ugh~ kena buang habit tu jauh-jauh kembali. which is quite impossible since its H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S!!

#2. habit of doing something while eating.

somehow, eating takes a lot of focus. but i'd rather pick a simple meal that does not require a lot of focus so i can do something else while eating i.e. reading. some people may consider it as improper, but seriously, this habit is soooo old. sticks like glue.

#3. habit of taking showers at night i.e. after 10 pm

this habit started recently. since 'someone' told me that if you took a bath before you sleep, mesti tidur nyenyak punya! insomnia attacks come in once in a while and doing this made me sleep better. sadly, it has become another bad habit and cannot go away despite people 'membebel' about the cons of mandi malam-malam buta. next time, don't give remedies that can also cause you illness lah.

#4. habit of melewat-lewatkan solat.

JANGAN NAK SKIP POINT NI. mengaku cepat ni habit #1! of course, i don't have a good explaination for this, but it's true. once you start procrastinating your solat, you tend to do it more often. please don't try this. please.

#5. habit of saying 'i love you'.

once upon a time, there was this one person. she used to say 'i love you' so much in order to get what she wanted. your 'i love you' is so cheap eh. don't say things if you actually don't mean it, for when the time comes for you to say it sincerely, it'll just become another ordinary sentence that is meaningless.

moral of the story: throw away bad habits. but keep the good ones :)

p/s: don't go breaking my heart.

living with two boys is like living in hell

2010-11-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

please ignore the above title.
tiada kena mengena dengan post ni.

currently:

still smiling sebab ada orang pusing belakang after finishing last exam paper and said:

ain, kita dah habis 2nd year.

:)

p/s: don't forget to remember me :)

bieber-phile

2010-10-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

means someone who likes older people.

*makin nak exam makin pelik perangai*

all the best for finals :)

p/s: to you: tak nak oh buat facebook. kita texting jak :)
pp/s: lying straight to someone's face merely shows what kind of PERSON you are.

cerita budak lelaki pula

2010-10-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

when talking about boys, the term 'boys will always be boys' comes into mind.

for one thing, i know that my fellow readers, including those silent readers are urm.. adult kind-ish boys. bukan budak lelaki yang hingus meleleh pastu main lastik burung-burung yang innocent. so, please be as adult as you boys can be because this post may be senstitive. siapa yang nak komen macam haram tu just proves that again, lelaki memang _______. *fill in the blank yourselves*. to my fellow girls, we rock. haha!

there are obviously many things that boys do that IRRITATES a girl, and as the list goes on and on, lets just stick to the basic things that we girls don't like you guys do eh?

irritating factor #1:
'budak lelaki' is soooo concious on putting up a strong character.

'budak lelaki' kadang-kadang berlagak 'macho' tapi bila balik bilik menyorok bawah selimut lepas tu nangis sambil peluk bantal tak nak kasi roommates dengar. Chill la bro. we girls don't mind you 'budak lelaki' crying once in a while. once in a while je la. kalau nak merengek 24 jam tu memang nak kena kutuk la kan. putting up that strong character merely make us girls belief that you 'budak lelaki' have no feelings. the concept of 'dalam hati ada taman' does NOT apply to this rule.

irritating factor #2:
when a 'budak lelaki' likes a particular 'budak perempuan', they would NEVER confess it.

a simple explanation: Ali likes Aminah. He will go around telling to anyone who cares that his friend, Amin likes Aminah. Padahal diri sendiri yang suka. That's the truth, don't you 'budak lelaki' dare to deny the fact.

cuba you all 'budak lelaki' try jadi hebat. like one 'budak lelaki', he asked me directly:

'bila nak kahwin?'

of course, nasib baik i wasn't the one who was driving. kalau tak nanti mesti cover depan Harian Metro : 'dua maut dalam kemalangan ngeri'.

if you 'budak lelaki' have fallen for a particular person (and that particular person has also fallen for you), might as well you 'budak lelaki' tell that person. no use making assumptions of 'suka sama suka'. susah payah 'budak perempuan' buat solat istikharah nak tentukan haluan hidup.

irritating factor #3:
when 'budak lelaki' asks us girls, 'tak sembahyang ke?'

fact of nature: girls have that 'time of the month'. tak perlu 'budak lelaki' nak tanya-tanya lagi. apa, kamu ingat kami malas nak solat? oh no~ but there are certain exceptions to this general rule.

enough lah. the list is never ending. just take these 3 factors into consideration first :)

p/s: make me see the truth.

cerita budak perempuan

2010-10-14T12:42:00.000+08:00

yes. i fall into that budak perempuan category because basically:

aku pon perempuan. duh.
budak? still budak minus the merengek and meragam :P

one attribute of 'budak perempuan' is the habit of writing into a diary.
*sumpah kelakar kalau baca adik punya, or cousin punya or even mak punya time dia muda mudi dulu*

skema penulisan diary budak perempuan:

14 October 2010. 12.65am. Home.

Dear diary.
Hari ni saya nampak 'dia'. 'dia' tegur saya. best nya! blablabla and lagi banyak merapu meraban yang macam perabihkan dakwat pen jak.

skema peralatan diary budak perempuan:

cute notebooks.
coloured pens.
lock. *yang ni macam paranoid. budget orang nak sangat baca diary dia*

one thing i still can't figure out is the purpose of writing that diary. Paan kata sebab nak luah perasaan. to me, it's just another way to force yourself to remember how life treats you badly . the past is the past lah. no use turning back :)

p/s: ignorance is bliss. sangat and teramat.
pp/s: i keep no diary :)

killer statement

2010-10-09T23:12:00.001+08:00

kawan-kawan saya tak suka awak.
*tapi awak pun kawan saya juga. haish*
full stop.

p/s: masih menunggu petunjuk Illahi.

sleepless nights on the way

2010-10-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

one month to go.

berdebar-debar. *macam nak kahwin.*

time to be drowned when you're not even in the water.

p/s: and the reason is you :)

those 3 words

2010-09-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

such a mighty impact of such simple 3 words in various situations:

i'm very upset.
that was amazing.
please be mine.
you deserved it.
mak, nak balik.
leave me alone.
what the ****.
i'm so sorry.
i'm leaving you.
teh tarik satu.
let's start again.
please don't go.
i miss you.
ish, lapar la.
you did it.
ko belanja eh?
i dare you.
you're the best.
betul, tak tipu.
don't tell others.
selamat hari raya.
maaf zahir batin.

p/s: if it's love-train

if i were a book, the cover will be pretty...

2010-09-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

...but the inside, horror nak mati. hence,

NEVER, EVER, EVER, EVER, judge a book by it's cover :)

kesian dekat kak fatimah. all this while she has been describing me as a person who is sopan.

yes. sopan as in sopan santun, lemah lembut, berbudi bahasa etc.

*such a nice word. coming from a nice person.*

oh dear. kak fatimah, you should never have said that :P

p/s: tak terasa nak update tentang raya~

pp/s: dik wa, remember our pinkie promise. you tell, i tell.

our missing link

2010-09-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

.....who is far away :)

something from us.

p/s: your mortarboard and robe tertinggal.

forgiveness is divine

2010-08-31T13:23:00.000+08:00

okay. so what do you say when you kiss your parents' hands and get their blessings on the morning of raya?

me: selamat hari raya. maaf zahir batin. *terus ambik duit raya, lari jauh-jauh and bukak sampul. lepas tu complain sebab duit dapat sikit. puasa dah la tak penuh. tak malu. umur dah la 21. lagi tak malu*

boo. yes i know. sorry for the lack of emotion *but i'm known for that*. i thought of finding a new script but, i couldn't find one that suited me (and if you find one for me, please do tell me!)

i often wonder where people get all those long winded emotional script when the one main point is to seek for forgiveness.

this one script i found goes like this:

ayah, saya mintak ampun dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. halalkan makan minum saya selama ini ayah. *and don't forget that sad face while reciting these lines*

simple. *yet macam mengambil masa yang lama. and a lot of effort in making that sad face*

oh, this is another one i found. *macam nak pakai script ni la raya nanti*

ayah, saya mintak maaf ya. mama, saya minta maaf ya.

lagilah simple. yet the motive is there.

asking for forgiveness is not a simple thing. yet giving forgiveness is priceless. marah macam mana pun kat abang yang simbah air sampai basah lepas tu kejar satu rumah, still we can forgive and laugh about it later :)

p/s: the answer to your question- lama lagi.

take it or leave it

2010-08-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

you only realize something when it's gone. or maybe half gone.

true.
otherwise, dari awal ramadhan lagi dah gigih buat semua benda.
*sigh*

oh well, might as well use the best of what's left.

and, oh yeah, sedar tak? bila kita ada sedikit masa untuk berfikir, (ye lah, kan tak makan bila bulan puasa) kita boleh bertindak dengan lebih teratur, sebab kita diberi masa lebih untuk fikir pros and cons of 'that thing'. *tiba-tiba teringat pada madam mahanoon. ngehee*

it seems that it was not for my sake, for if it were, then He would have given it to me.

p/s: you made me think twice.

bila lelaki masuk dapur

2010-08-15T23:12:00.001+08:00

there's this one thing that catches my attention when my father starts cooking.

----> he always prepares everything needed beforehand: measured, diced, cut etc.

then he puts the ingredients into seperate bowls and finally he starts cooking.

while my mother and grandmother and any other woman i've seen cooking *including me myself* , well... we tend to multi task. *segala benda main campak-campak masuk dalam kuali*

okay, take what happened today as a recent example.

my father was making dessert for our 'guests'. so he was trying to put diced peaches into seperate glasses. and he was counting the peaches to make sure that everything was proportionate.

because it irritated me soooo badly, i said:

'meh la sini Ain buat.'

and i put the peaches in carefully *because he was watching* and without counting.

women don't have a precise measurement when it comes to cooking. that's why there exists the term of 'secukup rasa'.

but after all, i look up onto guys who cook and help around in the kitchen. even the ones who count the peaches :)

p/s: mariah carey- angels cry

it takes a smile

2010-08-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

people say that yawning is contagious. and i have to admit it IS true. (because i am trying very had not to yawn while writing that sentence. haha)

well, another contagious thing? (well, to me lah kan)

SMILING :)

but sometimes, some people don't get affected with other people's smile.
(mungkin dia mahu ada fireworks warna warni meletop-letop sambil kamu smile kepada dia. mungkin baru begitu dia akan smile kembali)

oh well, i'll just assume you had a freaking bad day. and you spent the whole night reading that freaking confusing CPC. and you burnt a hole in your freaking best shirt. and your woke up late for freaking class.

what a freak you are, freak.

p/s: greet ramadhan with a smile :)

berusaha lebih gigih

2010-07-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

it's only 2 weeks since semester started but hell already broke loose.
haish
seriously seriously seriously
(ayat penegasan)
need to improve my Malay

dah penat memalukan diri sendiri

In criminal tutor:

Madam: The accused's appeal was allowed. So he was acquitted lah kan?
Me: Kan.... eh. Yes

Madam: What is recklessness?
Student: ....cuai
Madam: Cuai is negligent. Reckless is gopoh. What is recklessness?
Me: kegopohan
Madam: *laughs*

and i'm very sure if we were not there she would have gelak terguling-guling.

p/s: isn't 'kegopohan' a word?
pp/s: kepada 'dia', 'dia' dan 'mereka', I don't care. sebab saya ada 'dia'.

busted!

2010-07-10T12:34:00.000+08:00

oh well. after almost three days of having fun making everyone wondering in anticipation, i have to admit that the previous post was nothing but a hoax. yes, boohoo~ my sayang doesn't exist. i repeat, my sayang does not exist.

HAHA!

well, to those who bersangka baik towards me, clap clap to you all.

and to those who had bersangka buruk, well, lainkali tanya tuan punya badan dulu. jangan main redah je nak ngutuk & ngumpat. *this is a lesson*

this is the side effect of not pulling a prank for sooooooo long. normally, i would pull a prank before semester ends, but somehow, i haven't had the chance so i did it before the break ends.

happy learning!

and happy holiday to the others!

you're still the one

2010-07-08T16:39:00.000+08:00

oh. end of sem break is nearly closing in and there's no other way than ending it besides with my sayang.

so, i woke up with a splitting headache and told my sayang that i would rather stay at home. the night before that, i had stayed up late *very late* to catch up some gossip from my sisterhood :)

THE SURPRISE:

my sayang called me and said that he was already in front of my house and brought home-made bubur. awwwwww. sweet kan?

THE OTHER SURPRISE:

initially, we were supposed to go out together. but because i was sick, my sayang stayed at home and cooked more bubur for me. he also gave me the novel that i was supposed to buy today, but he already bought for me last week :)

okay. right now, ALL of you would be wondering crazily: cerita ni betul, cerita ni tak betul, cerita ni betul, cerita ni tak betul.

HAHA!

sombre skies

2010-07-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

here's a pop quiz for all.

*yes, including those silent readers. eventhough we apply the principle of 'kau tak kacau aku, aku tak kacau kau', I just want you all to know that I know you are there. so, BEWARE. haha*

2 girls walked into a bakery. one girl sat down while the other went up to the counter and paid for two big slices of cake. *oh, you can picture any kind of cake. there is no limit for imagination*

and yes, these 2 girls are the average type girls. *bukan macam saya yang perut besar. uh... agak besar.*

suddenly, Girl #1 realized that Girl #2 was eating both of the cakes by her OWNSELF. *yes, very tamak kan. isk*

so, what happened?
*sila teka*
please scroll down for the answer

answer:

Girl #1: ... uh...this was suppose to serve 2 people *muka tak puas hati sebab kek dia sudah dimakan*

Girl #2: yes. but it only serves 1 broken-heart.

i'm not a Hallmark card

2010-07-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

some people can cry at a snap of a finger, some people can write endless heart-touching poems, some people can sit silently and understand what silence means.

whereas,

some people are just good at being apathetic. not a pathetic. but apathetic. although technically, an apathetic person might just as well be a pathetic. *sigh*

anyway, since shifting numbers, i think my limbic system has started to fall apart. *benar. tak tipu* don't know what the limbic system is? pergi google ah. my post is not about the limbic system anyways.

#1: Loaaaaaaaaaaaads of people have said that the Japanese film '1 litre of tears' is a heart-wrenching, tear-sobbing film. truthfully, part mana yang sedih pun aku tak tahu. *sigh* rewind banyak-banyak kali pon still can't grasp the idea.

but, a Hallmark card would go like this:

"Hope lifts up those who linger in sorrow and carries them to a place of peace"

#2: people tend to get mushy when they are apart for tooooooo long. but the 'saya rindu awak' phrase makes me green. not from jealousy, but from you-know-what.

but, a Hallmark card would go like this:

"When you're not here, there's an empty space deep inside. I've been trying to fill it with really good ice-cream. But no luck so far."

ceh. dramatic~ ais krim malaysia 20 sen pon is enough to make me filled up inside.

oh. here's another Hallmark quote:

"A short although meaningful poem: There you are, Here I am, damn, damn, damn."

HAHA! this one is good. must admit it :)

#3: another bad habit of mine is not knowing to react when someone dies. *bila diri sendiri mati esok camne la ek. isk*

a Hallmark card would probably go like this:

"God's loving arms now embrace the one you loved in heaven. Praying that those very same arms also hold you close to comfort your broken heart."

#4: birthdays. i have that apathetic habit of sending the same boring monotonous message to every person regardless their age or relation with me. my text would be : happy birthday ______! semoga panjang umur murah rezeki. HAHA. *hey, at least I remembered* i gave the same text to mum and dad so don't feel offended.

but a Hallmark card would write:

"I just have to laugh at some of the crazy things we've done together. I wouldn't trade even one of those memories for anything in the world, because they're so much a part of my life... and so are you. Happy Birthday"

fuiyoo. touching habis.

#5: sometimes other people's good news are so GOOD that i'm shocked. thus leaving me speechless. and ----> apathetic.

maybe a Hallmark card would go:

"Fab-YOU-lous."

"Applause, applause, and YOU'RE the cause!"

#6: flirting. ni memang takde reaction langsung. sorry. *takkan kau nak aku tergedik-gedik flirt balik.*

i should have send a Hallmark card instead which says:

"I'm no chef, but i know damn hot when i see it"

maybe you're wondering, if I myself know that i'm an apathetic, why don't I give out Hallmark cards instead?

my answer: MAHAL LA WEH.

p/s: katherine mcphee feat jason reeves-terrified

pp/s: if i find anyone sending a text on any of the quotes above to me, well, be prepared to expect nothing in return.

no matter what

2010-06-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

gale.
rain.
thunder.
hurricane.
tornado.
tsunami.
hail.
sand storm.
drought.
heat wave.
snow.
fog.
blizzard.

I'm still here :)

p/s: what hurts the most-rascal flatts

ring ring~ sila jawab telefon.

2010-06-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

people always say to me:

if you want to go out somewhere, tell your parents first. otherwise something bad will happen.

ustaz told me:

call your parents at least once a week. their blessings is the greatest power.

it's not that I don't want to pick up the phone and call. it's just the hard fact that they are busy. so, rather than being rejected for calling, I would rather shift gears and roll away silently :)

but, thinking back, takkan nak pergi tesco pon nak kena call parents? mesti kena marah for calling about such petty things.

so, when fathers day came (and went), naturally, i forgot to call/text. then when i came home today, (and hujan lebat amat sampai bibik tak dengar doorbell) of course the first person i would call would be : my father

and of course, he picked up the phone immediately and answered happily as expecting a fathers day wish, when actually, i was screaming because the gate was locked and bibik tak buka gate. phhbbt~ *anak jahat* T.T

after feeling some guilt (and of course, after dapat masuk rumah), I thought that it would be nice if I cooked lunch. *because ayah memilih makanan and doesn't eat much when bibik cooks* but, suddenly, there was no water at the kitchen taps *despite the fact it was raining outside*. so no cooking :D sorry ayah~

haha!

p/s: tak tension dah :)

pp/s: okay2. pergi solat zuhur. jangan lupa doakan mak. and ayah :)

bukan cinta biasa

2010-06-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

the best!

p/s: boleh la buang harry potter jauh-jauh.*haha*

pp/s: padan muka sekali lagi. *pathetic loser*

1 girl v 2 boys

2010-06-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

this is what happens when you are the only sister among your siblings.

situation 1:
i left all my belts in college and my trousers were loose.

effect:
adik, kakak pinjam belt ok. And i wore his kadet bomba belt. *bergaya tu*

situation 2:
i left girl 'stuff' in the toilet.

effect:
kakak! kenapa ada benda *&$!@# dalam toilet?!

situation 3:
i ran out of talcum powder.

effect:
oh, adik takde bedak. ok-ay. tak payah pakai bedak~

guess i'm used to living around boys.

p/s: sorry. sorry. sorry.

pp/s: paramore-the only exception

ppp/s: okay, this post's title has been changed to satisfy fellow readers :)

old habits die hard

2010-06-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

imponderable:

A highly educated, filthy rich CEO signed a multi-million contract with his specially name-engraved Mont Blanc 'LeGrand' fountain pen.

Would not the contract still be valid if he signed it with a 80 sen kilometrico ball pen?

p/s: padan muka kepada diri sendiri.

pp/s: kelly clarkson-behind these hazel eyes

the good old times

2010-05-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

rindu subuh jemaah eventhough bila hari jumaat je, mesti ngelat tak mahu imam yang baca surah sajadah

rindu gap between maghrib and isyak, mesti ada tazkirah, tak pun ceramah, and semestinya musolla itu lah tempat tidur yang paling best. *atas sejadah and still bertelekung lagi tuh*

rindu KP yang jaga gate before pergi sekolah, mesti menjerit2 dari hujung koridor supaya tak tutup gate before i get out of the hostel

rindu roommate dan junior yang beria-ia kejutkan bangun tidur, mesti tidur balik

rindu berlari-lari dalam dewan makan, mesti nak ber'after-after'

rindu hari ahad, mesti kena basuh toilet, tak pun bilik basuh, tak pun basuh koridor

rindu hari ahad lepas cuti bulanan, mesti buat makan-makan

rindu stay up kat koridor, mesti berlari-lari bila warden round

rindu masa spot check, mesti gelabah sorok barang-barang 'haram'

rindu masa spot check kat perhimpunan, mesti tengok orang pakai kain dalam, socks, and tudung labuh sejengkal dari pusat. *sekarang ni tudung sejengkal dari leher*

rindu katil dua tingkat, mesti takde junior yang berani tidur on the bed above me

rindu sahur kat dewan makan, mesti kosong je

sangat rindu budak-budak uthmar. *yang lain jangan terasa*

p/s: chan kit ten kun

leaving on a jet plane

2010-05-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

strongest urge to pack up my bags

and buy a flight ticket to anywhere

*my iliac crest hurts. i cannot drive*

p/s: i should not have even cared in the first place. now look what it has done to me.

pp/s: all this waiting is killing me

i don't ask much

2010-05-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

i know you wonder why i'd rather spend my big day doing nothing.

truthfully speaking, i just got a bunch of simple words.

but, that's the best thing

and i won't ask for more.

p/s: abang, i'm still waiting
pp/s: oh, 'you' caught me off guard. sangat memalukan~

ok. i lied.

2010-05-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

you said:

i miss you

i said:

as many times as i'll blink i'll think of you, tonight.
*cet. takde ah. tipu je*

p/s: i'm still growing up. please forgive me

what to do

2010-05-02T12:21:00.000+08:00

when it comes to confessions, everyone becomes lame. *true* among normal signs are eye-flickering, palm-sweating, head-jerking and stammering.

but confessions are so important that major decisions depend on confessions.

so, when one has his guts out, you should just probably SHUT UP and believe. because ain't no confession that comes easy.

p/s: it's ok. it's alright. it's a good try :)

when april ends

2010-05-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

along comes may!!

among all months in the Gregorian calendar, may is the only month that ALWAYS starts with a holiday. *boleh nampak seif berjoget-joget di rumah nenek*

i miss may in high school

p/s: jangan bertindak kejam ok.

so close, yet so far

2010-04-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

this is special for AAAM. *orang lain jangan jeles* thanks for reminding what i loved to do during those school days. seriously, aku lupa. but i'm not to blame right? ;)

I'm here
Still believing that you'll appear
Still wishing that doubts will go away
Still waiting for the truth.
But you're there

I'm here
Lying awake every night
Lying to myself everyday
Lying that everything will be ok.
Because you're there

I'm finally there.
But you came here.

p/s: jangan teringin nak balik malaysia pulak!!

still wondering

2010-04-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

among the questions that have always been rambling in my mind is this:

what eh?

it's like having a brain tumor or hydrocephalus. no offence.

how eh?

by using extensions and then tying up the hair? or is she rapunzel who reverted to Islam?

why eh?

to prove she's not bald? or to prove she has long hair?

p/s: agaknya kena di'tegur' dengan marwan. baru dia faham.

bilik for bie :)

2010-04-22T11:10:00.001+08:00

A. lights on

B. lights off. ni memang best amat nak tidur :)

takde lampu lip-lap ok. because my mum kata, " kakak bukan selalu balik rumah pon." T.T itu pon dah kira baik nak kasi pilih dua colour for dinding.

katil pon single je. belum kahwin lagi. haha :P

p/s: paramore-the only exception

please.

2010-04-21T19:56:00.000+08:00

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle.

I just wish He didn't trust me so much.

jealousy is green

2010-04-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

apparently, there's something MORE adrenaline rushing, gut-wrenching, heart-skipping *plus the jammed up network* than waiting for examination results

p/s: jangan jeles ok :)

anak dato'

2010-04-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

owh. I have always LOATHED on how people actually can make out a connection between your daddy's status and yourself. If your daddy happens to be the big boss of a big company, you'll get everythiiiiiiiinnnnngg you ever wanted. sebut je. you want a cayenne and one rolls in. you hate your teacher and the next day she'll be dismissed. you want to go to kelly clarkson's concert and you'll get vip tickets. well...

it. does. not. work. that. way.
*to me lah kan*

duh~ yang dato' tu ayahnya, bukan anaknya.

you cannot swipe your daddy's credit card. you cannot transfer his money into your own account. you cannot transfer his vip access to cater your needs. you cannot change the beneficiaries in his will. when you writher in pain, his status is not the one that makes the pain go away.

you think that their children can easily be parasites on their father's status? unlike other people, some people have their own dignity and work hard to stand on their own feet. ni sedap-sedap je nak tuduh orang tumpang status ayah. suka mengadu itu ini dekat ayah.

anak dato' ke, anak tan sri ke, anak tun ke, semua sama. semua anak MANUSIA.

p/s: dekat padang mahsyar esok takde status ok.

sick and tired

2010-04-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

i officially declare that i have been infected with cabin fever.

all my decisions are tainted with that virus.

i realize, i've made a mistake. but alhamdulillah, no worries. i haven't done anything yet. so i'm still safe and unhurt.

don't bring up on how much i regret everything. Allah dah tunjukkan jalan.

p/s: saya redha
pp/s: i never told you-colbie caillat

tagged

2010-04-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

Survey in perlu dijawab dalam Bahasa Malaysia.

10 fakta tentang saya:

1)saya kurang pandai Bahasa Malaysia

2)saya suka baca novel Bahasa Inggeris

3)saya suka makan dan makan dan makan

4)seluar saya saiz 4 :) jangan jeles ya!

5)mak saya panggil saya kakak dan ayah saya panggil saya ain

6)saya habiskan RM400++ membeli novel dalam masa setahun. psst! jangan bagitau ayah

7)baju saya pun saiz 4 meskipun ada orang kata saya buncit

8)saya jenis manusia yang 'forgive and forget'

9)saya suka tengok bintang

10)saya gayat tapi saya tak nak mengaku

10 perkara menakutkan saya:

1)mati. Allah. neraka.

2)masuk hospital. sangat tak 'best'

3)hilang ingatan sekali lagi

4)cicak! cicak! cicak!

5)sesat dekat 'car park' sebab tak ingat 'parking' dekat mana

6)beranak

7)kena bunuh

8)nota atau buku dicuri

9)novel saya hilang

10)naik motor

10 perkara yang selalu saya sebut

1) celak ayam
2) damn
3) obviously
4) whatever
5) ya Rabbi
6) nak be-be
7) lapar lah

10 perkara yang amat bernilai

1) nyawa

2) mak ayah abang adik

3) wikireader :)

4) gen2 warna merah itu

5) buku-buku law dan nota-nota

6) novel-novel

7) laptop, handphone, mp3

8) dompet

9) barang kemas

10)perut yang sihat :)

10“pertama kali” dalam hidup saya

1)pergi potong rambut dekat kedai dan bayar pakai duit sendiri. sebelum ni suruh mana-mana kawan tolong potongkan.

2)belajar dan pandai naik basikal dekat rumah kawan di kedah

3)ambil air tulang belakang

4)koma 3 hari

5)dapat kakak ipar :)

6)pinjam 'credit card' ayah

7)-

8)-

9)-

10)-

7 orang bertuah (JAWAB TAG NI BALIK!)
nawa ramalan, kanak2 KAMI, fado, aina, sabb, ida, mir

conundrum much

2010-04-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

so there's this old wives saying that goes like this:

'a man's love comes from his stomach'

so?

X runs around in her kitchen baking cupcakes and cookies for the man she loves. Z gets all hot and puffy cooking a 5 course meal for her date. X is determined to make the person she loves eat every single morsel she cooked.

woman: saya masak ni buat awak dengan penuh kasih sayang~~
man: .......

bluwek

take it down a knot or two! it doesn't mean that you have to stuff everything that you cooked in the person you love. maybe a special occasion would be ok, but otherwise? sangat lah inappropriate and merely shows how desperate a person could be. tak payah tunjuk kehebatan kau memasak. dah kahwin nanti tiap-tiap hari kau kena masak. if the person likes you, takkan suka sebab kau masak sedap je kan?

apparently there's this other group of people that likes to 'enlighten' their culinary skills.

A: saya boleh masak chicken chop. sedap!
B: saya boleh masak kambing panggang. pandai tak saya?

probably a gastronomic will fall for that :)

p/s: i think i'll just make air teh kurang gula

orang malu selalu rugi

2010-04-11T14:53:00.001+08:00

saya kurang suka betul dengan ayat penyata (hari ini saya belajar tentang ayat penyata dengan mak saya) ini:

"kau tak akan rugi apa-apa pun kalau _____________"

this statement can be applied in many situations. for example:

1. "kau tak akan rugi apa-apa pun kalau kau mintak duit dekat ayah"
of course-lah tak rugi. But who can stand being grilled and after that, you might just not get what you wanted in the 1st place. Tambah-tambah lagi kalau ayah renung kau nak check kau tipu ke apa. Rugi masa maybe.

2. "kau tak akan rugi apa-apa pun kalau kau tanya soalan tu"
this normally applies in class. this one i cannot say anything. because it's true. haha~

3. "kau tak akan rugi apa-apa pun kalau kau tanya arah jalan"
i, like any other majority perempuan, don't know the road to certain places. although i must say i have a photographic memory of places, but places change. so, memang tak rugi pun nak tanya orang arah jalan. but sometimes, people don't know, so rugi air liur kat situ.

4. "kau tak akan rugi apa-apa pun kalau kau minta maaf"
true. but forgiveness doesn't come easily. probably hilang kesabaran because dah baik-baik kau minta maaf, orang tu tak nak maafkan pulak. siap keluarkan statement 'aku tak akan maafkan kau sampai mati!' cet~ *itu tak kira lagi you push aside your ego and dignity*

5. "kau tak akan rugi apa-apa pun kalau cakap terima kasih"
a habit that i picked from my father is to say 'terima kasih' to the 'penjaga tol' but only some reply 'sama-sama'. memang tak rugi, tapi rasa macam-macam lah lepas tu.

6. "kau tak akan rugi apa-apa pun kalau beli buku tu sebab buku tu ilmu"
if it turns out the story line is kput, well, rugi duit laaa. law books? no comment~

dah la. I just happen to dislike the statement. nothing personal :)

duduk diam-diam

2010-04-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

After suffering non-stop sleep-less nights, but sleeping more during the day, serious backpains, random dizziness, I finally ran to 'you' asking for help. Pelik. Eventhough we're so far apart, you still know me inside out.

'you' gave me the simplest solution:

'when the time comes, you'll know what to do. semua benda Tuhan dah tentukan.'

so,

saya mahu duduk diam-diam. jangan kacau saya.

p/s: the last time this happened... well, i don't like what happened. just pray it doesn't happen again.

figure this out

2010-04-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

kenapa kita duduk jauh eh?

deflating like a balloon

2010-04-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

i was on my bed busy with my laptop

mum: result exam dah keluar?

me: urm. exam baru seminggu habis.

hilang mood nak ber-holiday.

cet~

p/s: forgot about murakami. now i have 2 novels to go!

pp/s: tapi still hilang mood

you are what you read

2010-04-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

terbaik!

p/s: this is the old cover. the new one is too 'shocking' to be put here. haha!

pp/s: unfortunately, i have only one more novel to go. haish~

ppp/s: does that mean if someone doesn't read makes him nothing? hmm~

need you now

2010-04-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

"There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you'd better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you'll never understand what it's saying." - sarah dessen

i'm.not.quite.sure.what.to.do.
*tepuk dahi berulang-ulang kali harap-harap ada mende gak yang keluar at last*

p/s: duduk rumah gaya macam orang putus cinta. mum has been asking for the billionth time whether i'm okay. kalau tak, kena pergi hospital. haha!

socially inept

2010-04-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

The most so-called social interacting site that makes people sadly addicted to it is no more than the notorious *drumroll please*

FACEBOOK

a quote: Facebook is a social utility that connects people with friends and others who work, study and live among them.

1. if people were to connect, people would meet face to face. sure, you might try defending yourself by saying, 'this is the modern world' 'we don't have time to go out and socialize' 'it's a great way to track down old friends'

and more and more pack of creative lies just to hide the fact that you are socially inept. admit it.

if you were sooooo sincere to track down old friends, you should have known by now that the scar she got was from a fall in the playground, his parents got divorced and he had to see a shrink to get his head right, and she got a heart surgery 2 years back. ini tak. You ask your friend: 'sekarang kat mana?' 'Buat apa?' and she or he becomes one of your many hundreds and thousands of friends that merely becomes a 'friend'. so much of a friend eh? and so much of sincerely wanting to 'bond' with him or her.

plus, how many of you are willing to add a total stranger to your friend list for the sake of 'socializing'? nada.

2. if people were to express their feelings, people should say it out loud. not by letting your emotions out on your facebook wall. you said it was to socially interact with people. how could you interact when it's one sided? booo.

how many people are brave enough to say what they write on their wall and say it smack in the face of a person out loud? any volunteers? ni nak fire orang dari workplace pon nak through facebook. loser. *itu tak kira lagi yang nak kutuk-kutuk pakai facebook.*

some people admit that facebook is another world where you can be another whole new person. so, where's the trust in socializing????

but i won't be one-sided myself.

true. facebook can be a great way to track down what people are actually feeling. stress, anger, sadness etc. and a great way to stalk people.

i've had my own equal share :D i admit that.

the Prime Minister has a facebook but that does NOT mean that his capability of running the country is based on his number of fans. it's just another medium to listen to people's problems. he is busy. but are you?

p/s: nak komen, kutuk, keji, hina pasal entri ni kat facebook? buat la~ again, it just proves that you are socially inept.

pp/s: credits to ina n danial yang nak gak menyibuk dalam entry ni :P

saya tidak faham

2010-03-13T12:52:00.000+08:00

do you want me to cry with you,

OR

be the tough crying shoulder?

p/s: i cannot be both

berasap berapi

2010-02-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

someone once asked me:

'what's the difference between love and like?'

my answer:

'i don't know'

p/s: kalau single tuh diam-diam sudah. tak payah nak promote satu dunia.

karangan: cuti sekolah saya

2010-02-19T13:02:00.000+08:00

Pardon my Malay. I know it's bad. (mummy's complaining about it lately)

Pada musim cuti sekolah yang lalu, saya telah berkunjung ke rumah nenek saya. Saya telah pergi ke sana dengan menaiki kereta. Saya pergi ke rumah nenek saya pada hari jumaat. Setibanya saya di rumah nenek, saya melihat ramai (ramai ke banyak eh? i never seem to get the real truth about the usage of banyak and ramai) kanak-kanak melompat-lompat dan berjoget-joget. Baru saya sedar, rupanya hari itu merupakan cuti sekolah.

Sebaik saya masuk rumah, saya menyalam nenek saya yang berada di dapur. Dan saya juga melihat pelbagai lauk yang enak tidak waras . (mak saya kata tak boleh pakai perkataan 'gila' untuk meng'exaggerate' dalam karangan bm) Tanpa perlu meminta, saya diberi secawan air teh yang panas kerana saya sakit tekak ketika itu. Kemudian, saya disajikan dengan sepinggan nasi dengan macam-macam lauk. Sedap tidak waras!

Nenek saya meng'bribe' (seriously i don't know what the bm word for bribe is) saya untuk bermalam di rumahnya. Saya menolak pelawaannya dengan baik.

standard ending for essays:
akhirnya, saya pulang ke asrama dengan perasaan yang gembira walaupun penat.

enough
i think there's various mistakes already.
this post is just for fun in the sense of relieving the stress of exams. and results.

p/s: it's like a dream. although i'm not asleep.