tu et moi

i'm going back to college early
but no worries
to those who said to me that 'anak pun ada tanggungjawab terhadap ibubapa'
thank you for reminding me
i've settled every task they asked me to do
and they have given their consent

'when you show someone how you feel, it's fresh and honest
when you tell someone how you feel, there might be nothing behind the words but pure habit or expectation'

p/s: abang, ain tak nak buat facebook ok.

a pact: if i grow up to be an important person, i promise i'll never be late.

the one thing that always amazes me is how important people can come in late and other people will forgive them saying 'oh, nevermind! they're probably back from handling something else. he IS a busy man.'

liar liar

important people have police escorts. they can make a double laned road become three lanes. they can scratch your car just for the sake of getting through. (thank you NBP 1. i know who you are).

no use having a rolex when you don't even know how to use it, aite?

this is for the sake of fulfilling 'your' wish.



1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS. HOW DID YOU GET IT?

urm.. after membelek-belek badan sendiri, macam kat tangan la paling banyak. obviously from IV needles.



2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF YOUR ROOM?

now i realize. nothing. my walls are bare.



3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?

neither! but sometimes i do talk in my sleep during nightmares



4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?

obviously. LOUD ones



5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?

yep! 5.15pm on 2nd syawal. people say that babies born after asar are stubborn. so NOT true. haha



6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?

i am happy right now~ alhamdulillah



7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?

studying in the library.



8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?

my novels! i'll get freakin mad if one gets lost or damaged. especially my harry potter set and twilight set



9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?

154 cm. short. i know.



10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?

nope~



11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?

i confess. sometimes.



12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?

i can't remember the last time i cried. must be a long time ago.



13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?

my own death



14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?

i don't give a damn



15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF/SIGNIFICANT OTHER PROPOSING?

in front of CP class.*wink2* haha



16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?

neither. mineral water. the best!



17. FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?

everything imagineable on top of pizza. except bawang. ugh~



18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

oh~ the list is never ending. but definitely something that is so spicy that i swear will make my tears run



19. FAVOURITE COLOUR OF ALL TIME?

white. reminds me of weddings. and death



20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?

nope



21. WHAT WAS THE MOST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?

a watch. because my watch was broken and it was the exam season.



22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?

i don't have a crush. i have crush-es. haha



23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?

huh? no



24. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?

my seluar tidur dinosaur and seluar tidur polar bear



30. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1 to 100

50



31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?

brunettes are smarter



32. FAVOURITE QUOTE?

'everything i do, i do it for you'



33. FAVOURITE PLACE?

my room



34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF MALAYSIA.

sure. we love to travel



35. YOUR WEAKNESSESS?

oooohh. food. and best-seller new-released novels. my parents once bribed me for a rm2 ice blended. lame. i know.



36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?

yes. no need to gloat.



37. FIRST JOB?

with that famous guy



38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL

definitely



39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?

ayoyo. no love-based questions please!



40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE FILLING THIS OUT?

trying to feel guilty for not studying



41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?

yep. the doctor jabbed a hole in my chest because my lungs were failing and the anesthetic kicked in so hard that i thought i was having a cosmetic surgery. stupid. i know



42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ON MOST?

do people compliment me?



43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?

no. abang got one and he cried because it hurt. so no way i'm dreaming of getting one.



44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?

porsche cayenne. dream on~~~ novels would be ok :)



45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?

4-5. that's why i need a cayenne.



46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

no. not even nurfarahain jamsari. i don't know who she is except she used to work at tv3



47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?

selekeh and rude



48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?

my friends. miss them like crazy. and the feeling after breaking some school rules. so satisfying.



49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE

sunsilk~



50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

yes. because it's illegible. perfect for disabling copy-cats.



51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAL?

nasi. tempe goreng.



52. ANY BAD HABITS?

yes. neat freak. irratated when someone pronounces something wrongly. and driving without shoes. and reading in the toilet. haha



53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?

deyh? i have everything i want. (except the cayenne)



54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

yes. i'm in love with myself.



55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?

hell no



56. DO LOOKS MATTERS?

sometimes. depending on the situation



57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?

SHOUT!!



58. WOULD YOU RATHER GAIN 58 POUNDS OR LOSE 58 POUNDS?

neither



60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD?

my playstation



62. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID

duh~ no



63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

yes. every day. it's a good way to convey myself.



64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?

both. i always get what i want :P

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?

similarities. definately.

67. FAVOURITE SUPER HERO?

heh. captain kirk

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE TV SHOW?

ala.. i flip through all channels. so, no specific show.

69. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?

hah! play fire with fire. if you slap me, i'll just slap you harder.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?

strawberry kisses

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL FINGERS AND TOES?

definately.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?

yep

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?

i'm impulsive. i don't know what i might be doing in the next hour.

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU'RE OLDER?

malaysia. i love malaysia :)

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?

heck no! i'm trying hard to not barf all over my laptop right now. but whoever wants to, feel free to do so~

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?

the moffatts-i miss you like crazy. lame. i know. i'm still wondering why it's in my playlist

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?

iced tea without sugar

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED ON THE PHONE?

my financial adviser. i'm broke :(

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX

his smile.

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARETIME?

read. read. read.

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE?

people who tear out cases from law reports. selfish nak mati

82. FAVOURITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?

definately autumn.

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE TYPE OF CANDY?

asam

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BESTFRIEND?

yep. we're bffaa *best friend forever and always*

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?

platinum blonde macam paris hilton. i wish. hitam la. what the heck punya soalan

86. EYE COLOUR?

dark brown

87. SHOE SIZE?

a perfect 6

88. FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?

this one i'm not so sure

89. FAVOURITE RESTAURANT?

too much

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?

in the middle

91. WATCHED TV TODAY?

yep. oprah

92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?

satur-day.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?

violin. but my bow broke. so no more violin for me

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?

definately democrat

95. KISSES OR HUGS?

both

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?

relationships la. obviously

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?

a ream of A4 papers.

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?

definately

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?

handle with care-jodi picoult. a must read!!

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE

i don't give a damn

in the name of god, i swear everything is true

farahain

p/s: i hate 'you' for forcing me to answer this!!

ever woke up and thought it was just a dream?
ala-ala macam dah mati tapi roh boleh gerak2.
haha.
such is the impact of sleeping more than 12 hours straight.
*this statement excludes babies*

"A person slept. He was rich. He woke up. He was poor. He slept again. And woke up. Which one was he?"
-sophie's world, jostein gaardner

this is kind of bizarre. imagine one day waking up and finding out that 20 years of your life was just a dream. if that's true, i'm having a very nice dream then~

if you're not, your life sucks and mine doesn't. haha

quick updates:

1. farahain left all her books at grandma's house
wewiiitttt~ apa lagi. HOLIDAY lah! *berjoget-joget bak kata seif*

2. someone left a lot of cash on the table.
oohhhh~ last time i checked, tinggal brape ringgit je. cet~ mesti kerja budak kenit tuh.

3. came home from the 1st kenduri arwah for this year.
last year ended with a death. this year opened up with another death. seriously hoping that this does NOT mean anything except that everyone's dying nowadays. bila la nak insaf ni. haih~

4. have not been home for 2 months is causing the room fan to create an annoying sound.
a good excuse to use the air-cond without feeling guilty enviromentally and financially. panas gila la nowadays

5. currently broke. as always.
obviously. buying two novels would cause serious damage to your purse. what do i care. handle with care & a change of heart deserves my money. luckily the other novel was sold out. otherwise....

6. what does it take for 'you' to believe what i'm saying is true?
i'm not a good liar. 'you' should have known that by now.

p/s: some pain cannot be expressed. that's why you can't cry

another year has come!
Alhamdulillah for being to survive yet another year~

resolution?
eleh. tahun lepas nye pon tunggang-langgang lagi

oh well~ better have something then nothing right?
this year:

make every day better than the day before.

kan senang buat azam camni. haha :)

p/s: i have only one heart. please don't break it

Alas~

i can FINALLY say:

goodbye freshman, hello sophomore!

it was kinda early to shout this out after the finals, so I took the liberty to save it after the results are out. it was worth every minute :)

p/s: currently HATING people that don't understand hidden meanings. READ BETWEEN THE LINES for goodness sake!!

Something to prove to myself that I'm not. But you probably may be. Haha~